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Friday, August 05, 2005
tired out...

another photo at sentosa on my birthday. a very nice view. =) wearing like a basketballer though lol. liked this photo a lot. =)
right. i am completely tired out by this week with like test everyday till yesterday. total of like 5 tests in 4 days including a full gp paper on a wed afternoon till 6 plus. whoa. everyday stay back in school and do my work till 6+ 7. reached home just sleep. sounds like a lazy bum.
i hate this life of studying and studying. just received email from mrs low showing the dates for prelims and study break blah blah blah. its a 2 weeks study break. wonder if i can make it in time where i have no momentum of studying aka zero velocity. by the rate i am going i am just going to scrape through my prelims again which i do not want this to happen. what a sad life i am going through again. can't wait for 25th november to come.
grad night @ ritz carlton this year. seems like no one is going though from my class since the price is so expensive. 85 bucks. might as well save it for future use haha. =P
was discussing about our future course to take in the future during lunch and it seems like i have the word 'engineering' written all over my face. yes i may go and pursue my dreams in science area, though my main hope since young is to go into mass communication to do media broadcasting, doing those backstage jobs, handling sophicated equipments etc. too bad i do not have the linguistic ability to write and express myself well. or maybe even hotel management where i can interact with people. or best of all maybe going towards the politics where i can take part in grassroots activities and organise events for the people. i do have the interest in organising events just like i what did back in secondary 2 organising heritage day and those events which i took part in over the years. well, dreams are sometimes hard to fulfil. maybe it may just be fated for me to do a very science thing which trains me to think more logically and accept hard facts rather and beliefs.
do i look like such a technical person who is just cut out for science stuff or just because i can do better in my sciences. i really seem to be like so 'science' person or 'chinese' person since young. dreams versus reality. who knows what the future holds for us. dreams are dreams, reality smashes a lot of dreams where result determine our future, luck determine which modules we can take in the university judging how my brother is bidding for his course. go for interest, a lot of people says. but sometimes the job that we hold in the future is not what we are interested in the first place. a lot of people despite studying their desired courses they sometimes do not really enjoy their job since it is so different from what they expect it to be. what is learnt in university may not necessary be useful in the jobs. nowadays they look out for character and experience, which i do support them in doing so. but those lack in experiences may eventually lose out just like fresh graduates.
hmm. lets not think so much for now. its still ages away for me to make my decision and prelims are not even over! its only 1mth+ away. i shouldn't try to waste my time thinking of such stuff when there are more important things to be done.
going to enjoy this 5 day break over the national day holiday. =) with sat n mon taken. =) going to relax a bit and try to survive the rest of term 3.
happy early national day everyone! =) and happy early birthday to chawmun! =)
9:45 PM
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