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Thursday, June 30, 2005
wee~
right. its finally the end of JCT! woo hoo! and i accomplished a feat of not sleeping for around 36 hours until now due to over-intake of caffine so basically i just anyhow did my papers today. =)
wouldn't comment much about the papers. what's done is already done. no point complaining about it and whining about how badly i did. to say that i do not care about my results is a lie as i have to meet up with the expectations of my parents and personally i will feel that results change how people perceive you as a person. especially in school now. if you have great results, you will most likely be regarded more highly. add on the leadership positions which is held. how practical the world is now to judge on the surface of the person and not the innate ability in them and their character. if you have oratorical abilities even make the situation better for you. you can 'smoke' your way through and try to influence other people about how well you can carry yourself and your management of interpersonal relationships.
back to papers. basically being able to photocopy everything from the notes and reproduce them on the scripts seems like the best method to score the high marks. sadly i belong to those category of people who can't memorise stuff but actually understand the stuff and trying to rephrase the sentences to fit the questions. though this is actually not a good way to capture the marks but that's how i think the examinations should test on. it should be more on the concepts and understanding and not how well you can photocopying everything from the notes. so basically those people who study for the sake of studying without understanding the main concepts are considered as the true typical muggers and the fake high scorers to me. this may sound harsh but that's how i basically feel.
anyway thanks for the tags everyone. =) yup. its hard to let go as i do not really know what i want. but once i figured that out, guess i will still take some time to get over it. =) maybe its just how hard i have fallen over my first true crush. but i will try and think of the future and move on. =) its not the right time for such thinkings also with the hectic schedule and the high stress level that we are experiencing as a year2 student. let fate decides when the right person will come. =)
and its 5 days of post JCT holiday from now! wee~ guess its the right timing to rest and recharge and prepare for the battle of our main enemy of the year: the A levels. and i shall start counting down to the official ending of guitar for the 04/05 batch which is 6 days from now right after our last performance together as an ensemble and let the remaining 2 guitar practices pass by peacefully and happily. =)
6:54 PM
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