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Friday, April 02, 2010
april...
Cameron Highlands!
okay its yet another long period which i left my blog barren. its a tough, tiring period that just went through, but yet its actually quite unnoticeable given that i was too busy with work i guess. which i thought was good though even that i am currently now too unused to getting more personal and free time and i really don't know what to do with them. thesis is due next friday and i'm done with it. just submitted to dr zhao to vet and waiting for another round of editing soon. poster i'm done with it for now since i am so freaking sick of it and i really dont know how about to do it. poster abstract is all that i'm left with, but i am already kinda done with it too. theres no more work to preoccupy me with which makes me feel really hollow and bored. i wondered how i used to survive when i had nothing to do at all. this break from the hectic schedule arent doing anything good to me though yes i do get more sleep and rest but still quite emotionally and spiritually hollow.
its always weird when you get too busy you want a break. but when you get your breaks you will feel that something is really missing. or is it just me feeling this way. a lot of fellow honours students are happily counting down to end of fyp which somehow i am to get rid of the burden in my head but im just too unused to doing nothing. staying at home its too boring and theres no one to really talk to except me facing in front of my comp the whole day, logging in and out of facebook every 20 minutes and trying to find things to do. though yes i still have my poster presentations clashed with 2 tests on week 13 but still theres no mood to study or do anything. and it doesnt help when the freaking webcast just keep lagging and i cant stand to watch and listen to the boring supra lecture without any pauses. what a good friday it is with lousy webcast bufferings.
and there are still other things that are bothering me other than school work which i cant say it out here but still i will stand by my decision though i know there might not be a great ending to it, given the differences and personal expectations. but hopefully i can get it settled soon after exams. (edit) i shall now basically heck abt it given the situations and that give me better breathing and thinking space (/edit)
and still waiting for my results for graduate studies. the nus interview didn't really go well so im hoping at least gist will reply me else i would need to re-sort out my future plans again. or is that any plans to begin with in the first place?
okay enough of ramblings. at least i did had a good trip to cameron highlands over last weekend with the lab people. despite the long bus ride back and forth from SG, the one-day visiting i would say its rather fruitful. visited the various farms - strawberries, watercress, vegetable, tea planations and i would say its a change of environment from the bustling SG to a quiet cameron for relaxation which i would agree that the air is much fresher there. and really had great travelling companions and we sang ktv in the night for around 8 ringgit each for an hour plus which i thought was enough. a good break i would say despite of the deadlines that are constantly bugging me but still, we had fun in the sun =)
okay hopefully everything will turn out fine in the end and draw a nice ending to my 4 years in nus =) jiayous to everyone for exams! =)
(p.s. thanks guys for the tags on the tagboards and smses but i believe i will be back to usual eventually =))
10:41 PM
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