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Thursday, March 02, 2006
well...
 07 dinner =)
well well. finally the long and irritating wait for the results are over. headed back to school well today. with all the good wishes and so on, i had achieved what i had expected myself to get. whoa. surprised my whole family. happy? sad? jubilant? just say that i am in the middle range. =) happy that for my econs and purposely telling lina low that which makes me feel so happy haha. who asked her to give me so much stress for econs? i finally took my revenge and throw that apple in her face. muahaha. mission accomplished. sad for my gp though pass but still require to take QET if applying to nus. oh well. still didn't do as well as what my bro did though i thought i could. parents are happy enough though given that they have given up hope on me seeing my pathetic year2 grades and complaining my endless practices and horrible results. and yeah i paid extra $$ to have that extra long chunk of word printed on my slip and studying for an extra 1 week.
but anyway i have at least met my own expectations. as the saying goes, the higher the expectation the harder you fall. thats why i have learnt to set lower expectations on myself. seeing how worried the others are after hearing the news of the release on the results and complaining to me, i fully understand why they are in such anxiety while i appear to be in a cool state of mind which can't be bothered by my results. they set high expectations on themselves, set out on a hard and long path to meet their target and of course, expect the fruits of their effort. for me, after failing so many times, i have already somehow given up hope and just didn't dare to set too much hope and expectations on myself, praying that at least i wouldn't fall so hard if i fail to reach. such a coward i am to be afraid of more failures and not maximising my full potential. expectations vs reality.
for now, i have to decide the future path that i take. no more of being a follower and decision for my future career. application all closes on the 1st April and smu n ntu's one are already opened. whoa. let me consider carefully again. meanwhile hugs to all =) no matter its hugs for comfort or hugs for joy. =)
1:07 AM
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