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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
procrastination...
i guess i must be the third person uploading this on my blog but hey who cares man. =) its 07 present exchange at shan's restaurant haha. great food great time great present exchange. though i spend a bomb but hey the person likes it! =) great time playing cards especially snap lol and them psychoing me to go and work again. will consider greatly la. then headed over to hotel miramar for my grandma bday's dinner. slacked again then headed over to my mum's friends place at joo chiat. well the uncle said a lot of things to me when i told him i havent considered my future jobs and so on, which can make me ponder about myself and really start deciding the future for myself. he's a great businessmen himself and i get to hear more about his talkings though a bit long ( we left at 12 plus ) but it was kinda interesting. =)
well, what a title that i have chosen. think procrastination got over me this time which me wanting to do a lot of things but keep pushing it back for not much reasons. my driving lessons are pushed back when i havent registered via the website. it took me 1 week to decide and confirm my place in guitar courses after my parents heard of it and asked me to think carefully. i avoid making such decisions. even the looking for jobs i only started recently after i decided to take up diploma courses for this 8 months. now still currently jobless ( if you do not consider my tuition job.) and happily waiting for job recommendations. shows how lazy i am and procrastinate my way through.
what shan wrote in my card is right though. i lack motivation. there's really no source of motivation from myself and that's why i keep procrastinating. i don't use to be like that back ages ago where i will complete the task assigned for myself within the timeframe i set for myself. has my self-motivation disappeared with the chunks of holidays in front of me or its just be getting more and more happy and self-contented with everything that i have. well guess the thing which i have to do now is to find my source of motivation and start my engine again. been spending too much time on arcade, com games, going out and pool. what a meaningless life that i have been leading now. spending chunks of money when i am even not really earning it yet.
shall start reflecting again and this time once a decision is made i shall try and not procrastinate. =) hoping my first guitar lesson goes smoothly later tonight and see what i can learn from there. =)
12:08 PM
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