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memories carved at the back of my brain
Sunday, March 27, 2005
hmm...
yup. i finally read finish the book 'man called dave' within like a few days and surprising pick up a book by nicholas sparks ( since sy has been praising this author for a long time ) called the rescue. what a bookworm i have became instead of touching my tutorials.
been slacking a lot these days. even though i feel the stress sometimes i can't seem to push myself to work harder and do my revision. though my econs tutor has threatened me to drop econs, i still haven't started revising for the test. i don't have the self-discipline to keep myself working. or is it due to my self-perfectionist character that once i do not understand anything i will stop doing the questions? i will never leave a question blank like that since my school days. but that has been holding me back from moving on with tutorials. no matter how hard i tried, its rare that i can solve any problems which i do not understand. seems to be a barrier for me to stay focus to whatever i do. whats wrong with me. where did my motivation go?
i really wondered if i should be holding to so many stuff after i received my 1st O for my results.. and O and E together. i will confirmed be 'killed' by my parents after they received my march progress report and tutors writing down that i do not prepare tutorials. then i will be locked in.
not been a great kid recently though i stayed at home completely without meeting any friends. watched tv, sleep, slacked. probability driving me mad. lost some interest in chem too. i am such a problematic kid. syf. chem s. 4 sub. hectic life. sad life. boo. still trying to help my section mates to stay in syf after kent told me about their slim chance of participating in syf. though i am not a great player, even if i got kicked out, at least the 2 of them are still in after their hard work unlike me who played horrendously which will make me happy for them. =)
5:33 PM
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